Content and Form

I have recently undertaken the challenge of reading Leo Tolstoy's 1200 page classic War and Peace. I am amazed at the depth of insight revealed in his writing. Many wise thoughts and perceptions. Much of it useful in navigating life's wild, or not so wild, river. Here is one quote:

"Among the innumerable subdivisions that can be made in the phenomena of life, one can subdivide them all into those in which content predominates and those in which form predominates."

For a long time I have been aware of the important distinction between content and form. Another way of saying this would be to recognize the difference between the relative and the absolute, as in relative truth and absolute truth. Or inner purpose and outer action. Being and doing.

I am coming to realize that inner being, absolute truth, and form, must come first. Outer doing and action is secondary. In fact, if the form is correct, which means consciousness and awareness are present, then my actions will be in accord with the universe and it's unfolding.

I often ask myself what it is that I'm supposed to be doing. I am beginning to understand that that is a waste of time. I will naturally be drawn to my calling if I am being present and aware. What a relief! I can't be certain if what I'm doing is God's will, but I can become more conscious, more aware, more present.

Eckhart Tolle says that there is another way to determine if what you are doing is ego driven and not your true path. If you are following your passion and it does not satisfy you, then it was your ego speaking and not God. And that insight is one of the most useful things I have learned in the past year! Why? Because it is very easy to tell what is satisfying and what is not.